nails for breakfast tacks for snacks :)

Hey guys soooo i brought sdome new nail polishes and I got four. I like all but one its, like watery and takes like 4 coats to get a colour out of it. Oh and it reminds me of the hulk. I thought it would look nice on and be fun for the summer but uhh nah.

So this is all of them

This is Golssy(08) by Sally Hansen, Lacquer shine. I love love love this colour. Even though it would be more suited for the fall i am still going to wear it all year round. Its hard to describe its like a deep red with purple bit of brown and lots of shine :) LOVE

This is Pink Shock (90) by maybelline new york . This took two coats but overall a strong pretty colour would look great in the summer with a floral dress. LOVE
This is a deep red with light tiny sparkles(it doesnt have a name but its by The Colour Workshop), I really like this colour it was highly pigmented i guess you could say :). It does come out darker than the photo but till a really nice colour. LOVE
This is jelly, by nyc. I didnt like this at all it reminded me off the hulk and took about 4-5 coats to get an even colour :/. FAIL

Hey guys soooo i brought sdome new nail polishes and I got four. I like all but one its, like watery and takes like 4 coats to get a colour out of it. Oh and it reminds me of the hulk. I thought it would look nice on and be fun for the summer but uhh nah.

Argh study

Hey guys.
Soooo I have an exam tomorrow and im like stressed to the max im such a procrastinator and I hateee it. Anyways I have English tomorrow and maths on Thursday .... and then I have a geography next Friday seriously could it get any worse. At least there's and upside I spose this mean Summer break is here YAY. Cant wait at all its going to be so much fun. But right now I need to get back to studying :( . I just find it so hard to concentrate on stuff that is no interest to me ugh. Its like when the hell in my life am i going to use the camera techniques of The Shawshank Redemption. *bows head in disbelief)
Wana see what stops me from studying here I thought so hehe :) . and btw yes it does stop me they take over my little brain and make me go on these sites and do these things which therefore get in the way of studying :)

My room after studying LOL

Facebook :)

Blogspot :)

Painting my nails :)

My phone hehe:)

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

heck to the yes the one I found was wayyy to long to post but i read it and DAMN was that shit true or what :)Oh and btw sorry its such a short post im study :/ i have exams next week eek . I will try write a longer one soon :)
x

meh

I swear these past few weeks cant get any better * sarcastic voice*.
So nathans(boyfriend) nan passed away tonight :( it sucks.
One of my best friends passed away a few weeks ago
Nathans nan passed tonight
And im failing and have exams next week and are gong bomb at them :(
So yeah my month can really just go run away right about now .

I cant stop thinking about Katie i wrote this on her dedication page today .'hey hun. Went through all our photos today DAMN i never realised how many photos we took && im talking over 200 :) photogenic much? nah never ae not us hehe. LOL remebered th funniest thing today when me & you sat under on the old wharf under the new one, and we were having the meanest heart to heart, when those two dudes came and sat down and we could hear there convo cause we were below them and we were trying not to laugh to loud haha FAIL. & then we went to the bakehouse after to go look in th mirror and someone knocked on the door & we were like just a minute and then went out holding hands and he gave us the weirdest look hahahaa. gosh i hate that we not going to have any more random times :'( x love you hun R.I.Paradise'
and then i cried..... and cried...... and cried

ARGHHHH i hate feelings meh :(

anyway i need to get some sleep im dosed up to my eyeballs on pain killers and need to hit th floor

talk soon... i hope

:(

First off all ...
My absence: On Sunday 24th October 2010 at 1.20am one of my best friends was tragically killed in a car crash about 1.5km from her house. Because she was part Maori she was brought to her house and her casket was left in the house and open for 4 days and on the 5Th day we had the funeral. As weird as it may sound I preferred being out at her house with her than at home, it gave me a sense of comfort and peace, it felt like she wasn't really gone, like she was still with us, but it also made me feel like she was just going to walk through the door and be like hey jokes on you guys:(. It hasn't sunk in it doesn't feel real, I don't want it to be real, I miss her so much , she was the one I told everything and I mean everything to. And she told me everything :(. She was a huge part of my life and now she's gone yes I know she's still in my heart but its not the same as seeing her gorgeous smiling face. I feel like a part of me is missing and it sucks and I hate it all I can think about everyday is her. But my promise to Katie is that baby girl I know you're not here for your parents to watch you grow up but we will always be here for you're parents I promise to always go and visit them. Babe you were only 17 it shouldn't have been you it shouldn't have happened why didnt you just get out of the car :'(. Its not fair . I hope you journey to the stars was safe and i will come visit you all the time
xoxoxo I love you so much my Taydee cakes

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

1. I had sugery when i was two on my stomach
2. I have blue eyes with white spots on the oustide ring
3. I have been with my boyfriend for two years
4. My mum doesnt realise how much i want to move out
5. I hate the fact that my mum cant accept that im growing up
6. No one knows about this blog :)
7. I want to start a beauty and fashion channel on youtube
8. Im failing....every subject
9. My parents are yet to find that out
10. I will NEVER accept that Daryl is my 'step' father
11. I dont get why he should get a say in my PERSONAL life. Its about me and my life and he isnt my father therefore he has no say
12. I regret not sticking up for myself to people i should have
13. I smoked for two years. Cigarettes and weed and you never ahd a clue
14. I have no clue what i want to be when im older
15. My mum wants me to be everthign im not
16. The one thing i hate the most is when you compare me to Ajay(my brother) You think he is an angel. Expect when you thought he was study he was at his mates getting drunk.
17. I drink a lot more than what my family know
18. I like all kinds of music :)
19. I thought my birth mark was dirt cause it was on my ring finger :)
20. I would rather eat fruit over junk
21. I want to travel
22. I love the beach. I want to live near it.
23. Ive been to australia once by myself to visit a friend and america twice to visit my mum
24. I love dressing up
25. Im a girlie girl AND tom boy
26. I feel more comfortable around men than women.
27. I HATE and i mean hate olives.
28. I used to be an A grade
29. I hate winter
30. I wish i had a better relationahsip with my mum

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

I dont think i ever actually have i mean once me and my mum were in a HUGE fight and we both said things we didnt mean, i guess i was just so angry and i thought about it but to tell you he truth i could never ever ever do it i couldnt even cut im just to much of a wuss i freak at cuts and that and i hate blades and needles i mean i get that people need a way to let out their pain and sadness but i dont get how you can purposly cut yourself eek lol